Awareness

 Me again.

As I was sitting here watching the views click up to 20k I hoped I could time a new blog just to trip it over. However occasionally there is a rush of unexpected views which cause a sudden surge. I am now safely over 20k of views which I remain astonished by. Thanks for tuning in and to those who binge read this and cause those surges I am also very grateful.

Due to my advancing years, I qualified for my first Covid vaccination. Booked it online and turned up promptly. Female nurse took me through the usual questions but stumbled on the gender question. I politely put her right and as I was more concerned about the needle (hate them at the best of times) didn't think much of it. However since then it's started to rile me a bit. I try my best to look my best. I don't dress gender neutral and always wear makeup.  It's sometimes the case that by trying to do the right thing people can do the wrong thing. The vast majority of the time you will be right. Take the notional risk of error please over in decision or trying to hard.

 I always try to get the title of a blog as representative of the content and today is no different. I had mentioned before about breast growth and I am now starting to become really self aware of the same.

 As a man, wandering around topless isn't unusual. However I am now conscious of the difference my torso now looks, feels and moves. I am now becoming very self aware of the same and being more discreet about them being on show. Very weird feeling but each time I notice a bit more growth the happier I am. No slowing down yet and feeling of a more balanced body increases as time passes. It's a really good feeling.

More generally I have reached a point where I am tiring of some of the clothes I bought as part of phase one so to speak. I think I might have a small clear out and start planning my summer wardrobe. 

To long term reader's of this blog, you might have read about times where first's have been involved. There aren't many left now but I sense one coming up soon. I need a proper haircut. I had just before the pandemic a home cut, but I really need a salon cut. Problem is I have no Idea what to expect or even ask for. I have vague memories of waiting for my mum in her salon but that was a long time ago. It's another thing to tick off. Suspect research will be the order of the day but any tips or advice welcome.

Hopefully by my next blog I will have news on my quarterly blood check and see what level my hormones are at. I hope there is a change.

Untill then be safe and enjoy the outdoors having a drink or three.

Amanda xx